Monday, January 6, 2014 ♥
Hello world :)
Just back home after my 2-hour lesson. Its a cooling day ~ #awesome
Received birthday present from my sec sch bff :) Its a nice handmade diary with blank pages. So, i decided to fill it all with my drawings :B hehe. Thanks!
Birthdays, to me its a depressing thing. Well, not saying that i'm a demanding person but i feel depressed when my friends don't give me presents as i gave them before. Even a birthday letter is troublesome for them to write one :/ I guess i'm not a worthy person to them. Honestly, finding a poly "best" friend is a tough thing, because people get together here in poly is just to socialize temporary and avoid social isolation and not to foster bonds. So to me, secondary school friends lasts longer because we know each other for like 3-5years in the same school unlike poly (2-3years). Its true that i'm not really close with my poly friends but i do appreciate them being with me in school. And in fact, i'm the only one who create outings and ask them out during the holidays.. I really like shopping and gatherings but i can't find the right person who has the same interest with me and really like to spend time with me.
Its been a week since we chatted. I guess we are just temporary friends?
He is the nicest guy who i've ever met, but he is probably the trickiest guy who i've ever met. Guys who sweet talk actually disgust me. Not that i don't like sweet guys but being too mushy is not my thing. I'm not really pretty and have a nice slim body that the guys hoped for. I'm not into looks, i'm into the personality instead. Being handsome but with a bad personality is just not worthy to be together with him. So this guy, he probably has the best personality and attitude that i've ever met. He is not really veeerrrry handsome but, hes kind, caring and gentleman (which are the 3 main areas i'm looking for). In fact, we have the same personality and interests. He is into japanese stuffs too, he likes to speak in japanese, he likes cooking/baking, he likes working out, he is hardworking in his work and our ideal types are similar. But i just feel that we're not meant for each other. I don't see a fruitful relationship between the 2 of us. We are just gonna be good friends. Not that he is good to me, he is really good to other girls. Thats why i think he is tricky. He once told me i'm beautiful, I'm really doubtful about his words all the time when he praises me. I somewhat felt afraid of him. He definitely did these pickup lines to other girls too LOL. Not that i don't trust guys, just that i've already met and understand unfaithful guys. So, being mushy to me is not going to work for me. Haha.
Okay, i'm off to take a nap and do my assignments later on. Shall workout later :) Cya world!
I wonder why there are still people viewing my blog.. o_o;
Just a random sketch of a random character c:
