Wednesday, February 19, 2014 ♥
Hello world!
I'm near my school holidays, which is the 1.5months holiday on March!
Finally a long break for me to... bake, draw, sing karaoke, swim, play badminton, workout and SHOP ALL I WANT!
Hmm, but i still have to attend UPP lessons during that holiday.. aw. But its for my future, so i wouldn't mind to sacrifice for that! But i want to find a job, which has flexible schedule, east area and easy carefree job! Probably, i will browse around Bedok Mall :)
Yesterday, i had an intensive discussion with my poly classmate. I somehow say we are similar. We know each other's feelings well relating to academic matters and friendship problems. I'm really happy that shes willing to share her honest feelings with me and some of her secrets that shes not confident to share. The feeling of being trusted is really great:).
We talked about the MP (Major Project) and SIP (Internship) that is on our next semester. We have to form permanent groups for our MP. Something that is pressurizing is definitely the team selection part, where you have to choose your path, either towards the friendship side or your future career/academic goals. I treasure both friendship and my grades in order to get in my desired university and job. Friendship in poly is never everlasting, to me, to be honest. After 2 years, i'm able to clearly define the meaning of "true friends". I never had one in Poly, tbh again, only in my secondary sch, i had 3. True friends meant to me a lot. I define my friend as my true friend if:
- He/She understands me well
- He/She acknowledges my skills and abilities
- He/She acknowledges why i did well for my studies
- He/She is not jealous yet proud of my achievements
- He/She does not pull me down if something bad happen
- He/She shares her true thoughts and feelings about me
- He/She dares to reprimand me about my mistakes and doesn't care if i'm angry
- He/She is willing to lend a listening ear anytime
I'm not trying to bargain or what but these are my true thoughts. I'm really a perfectionist in whatever i do. I want to be an all-rounded person whos interested in cooking, baking, drawing&designing, playing sports, working out, studying well and most importantly, improving communication skills.
Picking MP group is a crucial step in life. Once you chose wrong, you can say that you've wasted 3 years studying in Poly.
I had my personal dream team of 4 (including me):
- A person who is good at leading the group, keeping the group organized and willing to inform us of any updates.
- A person who always take the initiative, willing to help others in work once they're done and is not picky about being the one who contributed the most.
- A person who communicates well in the group, tries replies fast in messages even though they are really busy, willing to meet up and give up their outings and serious about their work than entertainment.
- A person who is actually weak in studies, but is willing to learn, and is sociable, friendly and energizes the group.
The most important factor is, everyone in the group have to be serious in their work and really put in a lot of effort in everything they do. Everything takes effort to achieve. I don't like last minute work, I want consistent efforts. So picking such an ideal group is near impossible, unless they are in your clique. My friend told me that i shouldn't give up my grades for them. I agreed but things are easier to be said than done. If i were to dump them aside, haters gonna hate, guys gonna treat us like a bitch, friends gonna distance and i gonna end up alone with my good grades by leaving them in the lurch..
Thursday, February 13, 2014 ♥
Konbanwa!
This week and the upcoming week are just hell weeks.
Assignments submissions, Presentations and Examinations are making me crazy.
These are killing my brain cells. Seriously.
I have an upcoming test tomorrow and now I've just started revising it.
Its not really my fault to do last-minute reading. Assignments are really time-constrained that all the deadlines are so close to each other.
I can't even imagine how a life of a year 3 student would be like. I'm now at year 2.2 and i'm struggling to pull up my cGPA.
Okay, enough. I just have to think that I'm now sacrificing 2 weeks for a 2 month holiday. What a great deal isnt it?!
Back to revision on Derivatives.
Oyasumi nasai. :)
